Cleaning out the “trash” and “junk” in my closets yesterday. I realized that we also need to clean out the “trash” and “junk” in our relationships. Thinking about how judgments and criticisms are the trash and junk. It’s hard to let go of some things, and I’m not sure where to put them to let go. Don’t know how to forgive someone who continues to hurt you, especially if they don’t mean to. Don’t know how to clean a relationship on another person’s terms. I guess I’m not sure what to replace feelings of hurt, envy, and pain with. In my closet I replace things no longer relevant to my life with items in better condition that better reflect my current interests. I think we do the same with people, but you don’t just replace family. Maybe this is part of the problem with a disposable society.
I think tomorrow I’d better just go back to looking for miracles.